It's because I hold on to every last bit of faith...
even when there is none left...
I set myself up to once again be hurt...
maybe deep down there is a comfort in sadness.
Maybe there is a comfort in the familiarity of being let down.
Maybe I must look somewhere else, and get myself
out of this life.
Until my soul is complete I will feel pain.
But I can go on....
because always, throughout this unimaginable pain,
there is that feeling of hope...
there might be something there for me afterall.
maybe i can go on, maybe i can find peace.
maybe somewhere i will find my angel.
and she will find me.
Somewhere out there is my happiness, my life,
my love, my true meaning.
Oh, i will hold on, because it wont be fair
if i am not here for her.
She might need me as much as I need her,
if i leave this world, then,
how will she find her peace, her
I will hold on, and I will
and someday i will
cry not because I am sad,
not because I am empty, but